the-lost-one3006

I thought we could be. Our conversations, were they just…that? I thought your feelings were true, I thought you were true. But I guess you weren’t after all. You were playing me all this time, playing with your innocent act. But now it’s all in the open, leaving me to fend for myself, waiting so pathetically for your return. How could I be so blind to your words? But now, it’s over. I could go on without you, all I have to do is try. But all the things we’ve been through, brings me back to the happy times, the times where I felt so secured by your words, by your dedication. Now, I don’t know an

im pathetic arent i i care thats all. i just care. i didnt mean to cry, or even to make you feel bad. i dont want to lose you. and i told you that i tell you often. but still i sat at home wondering. well knowing. and i dont want to judge you. i never will you told me that you said you do it to yourself, but i didnt know it would crash i want to be there. but its hard, when you want me to be there for you when i cant tell you what i think. i know ive been hurt lately. but thats when i need you the most. and it just seems like when everyone else bails, you kinda did too. it just hurts. your all ive got, i wanted it to l